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I try to move
But my body stagnate
Is this the move is this the life I'm tacked wit
Feel like I'm joggin
But I'm joggin backwards
Just gettin by just gettin by
My time is always captured
In my mind my apprehensions scattered
How many times reality been fractured
Is it real?
Somebody give me answers
Paint mirages on my canvas
I can't take no chances
See the devil doin dances
Lockin up my bandwidth
All I ever do is panic
Where is my companion
Goin in and out of sadness
They could never manage
Know my psyche is a bother
They could never vanquish
Reconcile within myself
The part that had been damaged
Yea
How do I move?
In my mind
How do I choose?
In my mind
Know imma lose
The cards I'm dealt
I didn't choose
Shave em off
Had some friends I had to lose
Different paths
In front of me
What do I choose
Walkin aimless
Yea yea
Walkin aimless
Walkin aimless
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2. |
Play the part
02:11
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I seen my papa cry maybe for the first time
It broke my heart
Grief be piercin like a poison dart
Thats the crazy part
Turn my tears to a work of art
Mornin rise
All I see is fear
All I see is dark
Lately I
Been the one to cry
Despise it when I'm up
Know I'm tied
Bein undermined
My mind it run amok
Saw the signs
That my sun was dyin
Chronic
In my gut
Wear a smile
Just to walk a mile
Promise
It ain't much
Compromise
All my elbow grease and grime
For the bunch
Where my possy?
Aint nobody round me
Bases we ain't touch
When I'm drownin don't do nothin bout it
Holler
Guess I'm lunch
See the problem
It ain't us
Playin possum
Seem suss
It don't matter
It ain't nun
It don't matter
It ain't nun
Play the part
But I barely made the mark
Play the part
But I barely made the mark
Play the part
But I barely made the mark
Know I'm lyin
Know I'm fakin
Know I'm tart
Play the part
But I barely made the mark
Made the mark
Made the mark
Play the part
But I barely made the mark
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3. |
Can I breathe?
01:52
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Yea
Yea
Yea
Yea
Yea
Yea
Yea
Yea
Can I breathe?
Can I find some peace?
The devil holdin me
Can I please
Can I find relief?
Can I breathe?
Can I find some peace?
The devil holdin me
Can I please
Can I find relief?
Can I breathe?
Gettin hard to sleep
Hope my siblin good
Hope she well
Hope she found peace
I'll do anything for my twin
Yea thats on me
I aint take it well
when you dipped
That was down deep
I aint hear a peep
Aint not sound
Belly hit the ground
Like somebody hit me wit some rounds
Now a man down
On his knees
Know I would have begged
Know I would have plead
Only
If I talked you down
Then you wouldn't leave
Lonely
Know you is my dawg
You my homie
Grab the dragon balls
Askin shenron to get involved
Most and first of all
Im yo big bro
I show you love
Its important love
That the one of above
Love you more
Hope he light yo path
Give you pretty days and many more
Use yo noggin
You a smart girl
I know you know
You a smart girl
I know you know
Yea
You a smart girl
I know you know
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4. |
Obsidian (Pro. JUNE!)
01:29
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Yea
I'm as timid as a candle
10 toes
I can't stand still
When the wind blow
Been low
Wish I bonded more with my kinfolk
Lord know
I been reachin out
Nigga what fo
Gentle
As a butterfly
Feelin penalized
Sever ties
With several on the line
Gave me peace of mind
Many times
Give you all of mine
Till you cross the line
Intertwined
With anger all the time
But I let it ride
Let it slide
But you try and try
Get me on a rise
When I get tied
Then you look at me like the bad guy
Don't cry
Know that you deserve it
And you can't lie
Can't hide
I see everything
Through these red eyes
Show you mercy
Cuz the one that nursed me
Taught me otherwise
It really urk me
Cuz I know you hurt me
Need to reimburse me
Never vibe
I will never curtsy
Even if you curse me
I don't jive
Yea I know you heard me
Bye arrivederci
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5. |
No Empathy
01:51
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Yea
Aint no empathy
Travel round the earth
These wicked times be sickenin
Evil bleedin out its in they pores
I see it trickle in
People pleadin out
Trynna run
Trynna find a win
Trynna make it out
But denied
Thats just how it is
Tell me how I win
When the systems keep me tethered in
I aint got no house
I aint got no kin
All I got is me myself and I
All I got is gin
All I do is wave and say goodbye
Lapis in my eye
Every time the people pass me by
How do I survive
Feel my testines and my kidneys turn
Feel like imma die
Drink despise
Gotta take it in
Say I need a job
Nigga how
When you so broken down
By the people gaze
I'd be lyin if I wasn't fazed
Goin through the days
All the time
Anguish on my face
I ain't eat in days
I just want a place
Where I end my days
I even care how it long take
I just want the safe
I just wanna escape all the hate
I just want the love
I ain't holdin up
Maybe when my father resurrect me
I'd be good enough
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6. |
One step at a time
01:56
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Yea
Yea
Yea
Yea
Yea
Yea
Yea
Yea
Yea Life been rated R
Wish I skipped some parts
I'm Trynna play it off
9 to 5 be wildin
Bills be tweakin
It ain't payin off
Trials and tribulation
Trynna shake em off
I involve
In constant preparations
for the day ahead
Lay in bed
Trynna find my patience
So, I lose some edge
Smell the dread
Always feelin anxious
Hangin on a thread
Gone head
Useless conversation
I ain't tuned in
Pulled in
Countless confrontations
In my own head
Yea
I wanna leave but I'm sewed in
Thrown in
Different expertise
Do I zone in or unhinge?
I wanna get to where the goal is
Something I can put my soul in
Yea
I really wanna take some time
And take it one step at a time
Yea
I really wanna take some time
And take it one step at a time
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